Sunday, June 27, 2010

a bad beginning

today is d's 2nd birthday party.

5 days ago, his father tried to kill his mother,
my sister.

i don't get how she can go on with things like they're normal when they're not. she keeps saying she wants to get back in her house and for everything to just go away.
i break down and cry after every time i see her and every night before i go to sleep.

his father sliced her throat from one ear down around the bottom of her chin.
despite the amazing job the surgeon did, she'll never look the same.
and she's so beautiful. i just don't understand how God could let this happen. wasn't he watching?

i know he must have a plan, i just haven't figured it out yet.
why are you testing us like this?


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